CHUCKY RETURNS...

after coming back from lunch break, someone decided to visit my desk:



LOL. the shit i have to deal with at work!!! :P

日本の夏と言えば！

summer in tokyo consists of the following events:
1) friends coming to visit/returning home for vacay!
2) events, events events!!

so nyc visited and we had a touristic day in tokyo.
without these lovely visitors, i think the tokyo kids
forget how cool tokyo can really be! so thank youuuu
for coming~ <3

at the aquarium, i spotted this:



OMG! imagine getting this as your engagement ring!!!
超すてき～！！！

and then, i also came across this section at the bookstore when i was with australia:



oh hellll yes!! totally pumped me up. the new one is
coming out come 9/4. HELLA CAN'T WAIT!!!

pms I

hmmmmm...

Q: Does it get any easier?
A: Nope.



i wonder how many people around the world feels lost.

mmmm, if i restate that, what i mean is: i wonder how many people that are luxurious enough to feel lost, feels lost. as in, if you are living in a third world country and you have 10 mouths to feed, told you are dead in three, bankrupt that you have to runaway in the middle of the night while your wife and child cries quietly in your backseat, FUCK feeling lost. it's pure survival, non?

so i dwell upon the fact that. i feel lost by choice. and i understand COMPLETELY that all i really am is an indecisive + ungrateful kid. but can i help it? not really.

>_<

sigh, will i ever grow up?



Q: Are we ever thankful?
A: For a good minute.

cheating = inevitable?

my bff mentioned that a guy will always have 3 ladies in their lives.

hmmmm mother, daughter and wife?

wrong, : wife, mistress and whore.

lately... i am starting to find evidence that a great percentage of the population cheat. and it got me thinking that when i get married, i need to get married accepting the fact that cheating is inevitable. great. a perfect thought to have walking down that virgin road with my dad walking next to me. (by the way they should stop calling that little path the virgin road for obvious reasons.)

so this discussion about cheating went on for a while.

that, at times cheating isn't really personal, but it just 'happens' because we want to escape from our mundane routine and add that thrill factor to our lives. that money can support the act of cheating, that sexual chemistry overpowers morality. etc etc etc.

later that night, i tell my mom about this conversation. and i tell her some stats about the population of cheaters in my workplace, etc. and she goes:

'it's too bad you couldn't get married before you started realizing all these things!'

we both laugh. and ate our dinner.

i'll consider it lucky if i can find someone that will never cheat. and. he will consider it lucky if i never cheat!!

>_<