is by far the hardest shit to do.
it is always so easy to assume this or that about others, isn't it? or better yet, 'analyze' how people are based on their past and actions, what they said and who their parents are, etc. etc. etc.
demo. when it comes to yourself?
it's fucking hard. i mean. how could i possibly assess who i am when my behavior differentiates on social settings? when there is a constant battle between who i really am, and how i want to be portrayed. or how i really want to act, and how i should act.
it's tiring.
as in. who am i to you?...what am i to you.
it is true that other people only see what you choose to feed them.
but sometimes i guess you loose track of all that food and jazz.
sigh.
shouldnt be there a feedback mirror or something splended as such? not the type that seats you in a long couch and cracks benjy's offa yous every hour..
boo---.
