pissed at the fact that i can't offer anything when i want to give the world,
at the fact that everything i learned through school didn't help with the career i have today,
the fact that elites look down on my family and i,
and assume my potential,
when i feel like this isn't it just yet.
annoyed at the fact that its a given.
a given that if you want to achieve to another level you have to give what it takes.
effort,
effort...
effort!
how endless could it be.
tired of feeling hopeless of myself.
of beating myself up for something i am not.
exhausted of people, family, friends and lovers.
motivated more than ever. clenching teeth till it bleeds.
