i dont love you!!

another neko video, i adore this one!!!
speaking of cats... and a bit far fetched, i am starting to seriously fear females. like, ladies. they remind me of female lions, stuck together in a batch while one is this boss figure, and without her approval, you are fucked. then there are other female lions that are nothing but followers and meows like a kitten without the boss cats presence.

SIGH!!!

in my next life time?
i want to be a boy. you know, simple. drink good eat good, fuck good sleep good. just like that song, 'it's me bitches'.

merrrrg. >_<

i tired, i tired!!!

c'est la nouvelle chapitre

i guess goodbyes are always hard for me and changes are challenging.

this roots to my LOVELY mom who booted me out of the country when i was still in kindergarden to england... so that my engarish would improve... mmmmm, i don't know about how you roll mom.

some highlights from my first solo trip includes:

1) having a nonstop gagging reflex right when i got into the gate (stewardess on my right not knowing wtf to do)

2) stewardess bringing me back to my mom (her eyes were probably screaming, THIS IS YOURS!), and my mom telling me with her eyes: board on the motherfucking plane kid.

3) host mother in england bitching about how i used too much toilet paper. (ARE YOU KIDDING ME???? you stingy fuck!!!)

4) coming back with a delightful english accent. would like that back, please.

so yes. byes kinda suck.
and today was my last day at my company!!!
my coworkers got me beaaaautiful flowers <3 hontouni arigatou!! i heart them so much!ちょっと見てみ、いいだろぉ～！






ahhh---, a new chapter is about to start...!!!! quite exciting, pretty much scary.

i heart hotsauce

paulene sends me a link about the ultimate, ever-so-wonderful sriracha hot sauce, commenting:

[AKANE!!!! I remember you always carried one in your purse in Boston!!!]

i first met this lovely thang when i moved to boston for school. was out with a bunch of my friends at some asian diner, and came across this sauce.

holy shit.

i COMPLETELY fell in love with this hotsauce.

obsessed to the point that my friends bought me a bottle... i think they even put a bow around it too... and like paulene said... i kept it in my bag no matter where i went, so that i could bust it out anytime, anywhere. food wasn't the same without this hotsauce and my friends knew they could count on me when they wanted some spice in their food.


Aw Lawd! those were the days!!!

remebering SATs

i was on the train today and i came across an ad: improve your scores! get a higher degree! be successful and smile till the corner of your damn lips bleed...

princeton Review, yours truly.

my parents invested quite a load of cash on you so that my SATs would impress schools.

my first SAT score ever?

730 baby.

by the way, i hear you get 200 points just by writing your name. woooot!

nekochan =^ ^=

i have... a very strange tendency to youtube nekochan videos... and this can go on for a VERY long time!

this one is CHOOOO kawaiiiiiiiiiiiiiii <3

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ご拝見～：

whats on your mind

agh, Japan = Monsoon season a.k.a Tsuyu

i have this weird way of walking (posture is horrible too) so each time i take a step, it kicks up the water on the floor and splashes all over my back knee area, if not to my ass. what the hell is wrong with me, i have no idea. all these useless things i am capable of doing. if only it was something a bit more... great. you know... like, being able to detect metal objects on the floor while walking. (useless idea.)


so i bought some rubberboots a month or two ago to prepare myself for this shadyass weather season and enjoy the rain for a change. quite adorable, from Diana's:
VOILA!




problem?

once i put them on... it's soooooooooooooooo damn hard to take off. ARIEMASEN! like i have to BATTLE to take these freakin rainboots off. so i end up breaking a sweat.... and i have to think twice before i wear these.. and wince while i wear them, bitter as all hell and preparing myself for battle number x.

and it keeps raining. it just keeps raining....