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hmmmmm...

Q: Does it get any easier?
A: Nope.



i wonder how many people around the world feels lost.

mmmm, if i restate that, what i mean is: i wonder how many people that are luxurious enough to feel lost, feels lost. as in, if you are living in a third world country and you have 10 mouths to feed, told you are dead in three, bankrupt that you have to runaway in the middle of the night while your wife and child cries quietly in your backseat, FUCK feeling lost. it's pure survival, non?

so i dwell upon the fact that. i feel lost by choice. and i understand COMPLETELY that all i really am is an indecisive + ungrateful kid. but can i help it? not really.

>_<

sigh, will i ever grow up?



Q: Are we ever thankful?
A: For a good minute.